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Glad to be outta my parents house
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that's right ive moved from Washington state to CT state in with my fiance and his fam
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God is soo awesome! :')
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last week i became over whelmed with Gods perfect love and presence (i cried happy tears) i know several people were praying for me and i hope those people get this blessing too!! its awesome it helped me break out of some chains of bondage to fear and self doubt and i gained boldness & empowerment by the Holy Spirit (only he can empower Christs followers.. (it was very negative from yrs of hurt) hope i can start helping others again cuz i feel like the part of my old self thats been dead for many yrs have come back alive!! and i know a miracle of this multitude is only possible form The Holy Spirit and Jesus and the positive people around me that helped me out recently im grateful to them for this! :') (God is soooo awesome as always!! i need more people like this in my life! ive been deprived for along time so this feels very awesome! and ill never forget this as long as i live the caring and empathetic side has come alive strongly in me once again... im just so overwhelmed with joy this is awesome! (this breakthrough was so awesome) i was socially deprived for the longest time... and now people in the local fur group actually wanna talk to me and hang out this is just phenomenal and i cant say it enough :') (thanks God for my life going so great finally for the first time in yrs i've tasted the sweetness of Gods love and cant get enough now this is the eternal hope that springs forth in my heart that Jesus has saved O
its felt dead for yrs but its back im so glad thought id never experience this again.... i just want people to feel this love i have in my heart!!! so bad!! (Jesus please i pray use me to help those hurting around me, and too radiate your everlasting love and truth through me) thank you so much for using me again.. :') (happily cries) radiate this eternal flame ever more brighter!! than b4! praise you Jesus!! *worships Jesus* :') i forgotten how great Gods goodness was... its beyond anything I will ever feel on this temporary earth... (sits in awe) im feel alive again....
its felt dead for yrs but its back im so glad thought id never experience this again.... i just want people to feel this love i have in my heart!!! so bad!! (Jesus please i pray use me to help those hurting around me, and too radiate your everlasting love and truth through me) thank you so much for using me again.. :') (happily cries) radiate this eternal flame ever more brighter!! than b4! praise you Jesus!! *worships Jesus* :') i forgotten how great Gods goodness was... its beyond anything I will ever feel on this temporary earth... (sits in awe) im feel alive again....
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so making a second canine head and another minor project making CATS type style arm sleeve and tail and wig type piece for 2 good friends back east hope i can do this right on the first try...may have to commission someone to make the head piece for me..... cuz im clueless how to work with yarn..
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yay my boyfriends up here to visit yay
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having Christmas fun with my boyfriend Paul at Zoo lights!
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Im not sure if it was from God or not...
but here it goes... (plz no criticism of any kind unless its positive ty) theres was these group of kids at a waterpark in my dream (yes a literal R.E.M. asleep not daydream just to clarify) they were all just innocent kids that were the best of friends. and they would go to this water park and ride the waterslides often as they could they had unlimited admission.. they were the best of friends they talked about everything it was 3 girls and 1 guy and I was as if a (camera person if you will) and these group of friends would just do what they loved go on water slides etc and had not a care in this world (then time started to gradually by slow then faster and faster as I watched those kids in the dream age until they were at about highschool age 16... then their lives began to change and so did priorities... they spent less and less time together and stuff as they got outta high school time at the waterpark with each other was less and less and things problems of this world began to give them worry and anxiety and stress..began to over shadow their lives they started to be pressed and crushed by what society told them they have to like and dislike...and how they had to be a certain way to be accepted, but no matter what they still decided to make an attempt at being friends still despite the other things in life that cried out for what made it seem to themselves as more important that maintaining communication with one another despite all that madness they still meet at that waterpark and still hung out riding those water slides like old times and they'd always picked up where they left off before life called out to them to leave that perfect moment in time :') i woke up feeling like wow if only... (feeling good) then i realized it was life... real life again.... (I broke down crying cuz I know due to a broken and corrupt world we live in its nearly impossible for some people to keep in touch) sometimes in life and the sad results of other things becoming more important than keeping in contact with friends results from lack of communication and sometimes scrambled priorities... also wearing yourself thin trying to please everyone (doing too much) the result is often broken relationships and drifting apart...
and (yes sometimes its not your fault i gotta realize that and try my best to move on) (I know that God never intended for relationships to be hurtful or painful in this way) but due to the fall of mankind it is what it is... and i've come to accept that due to that occuring im trying to learn to accept that some relationships (friendships mainly) the sad fact of it is I can try to keep communication open with everyone i knew but the reality is some just dont want to do the same or theres too much in their life to let you stay in it.. which hurts me at times its true... this world isnt perfect and that it will always be a hard truth and fact to live with but only time will tell when a new earth is created and Heaven and then and only then will everything be fully restored to mankind that God intended for those that have accepted him as their true Lord and savior... im looking forward to that restoration and til then ill strive to keep in contact with those ive always known.. even if they dont want me to be in or part of their "lives anymore" cuz this life is only temporary... and this corruption and brokenness and unrest & non peacefulness is going to pass as well... I know this life is very temporal and short so I try to live everyday like its a step into eternity... so to me its a matter of will you try to keep connecting where you left off last time.... sry i dont often post about my dreams I have but this one just stood out to me in a very simple way.. (but I felt it had A more significant meaning this time...) i will always be here for others like Jesus is here for me *always*
but here it goes... (plz no criticism of any kind unless its positive ty) theres was these group of kids at a waterpark in my dream (yes a literal R.E.M. asleep not daydream just to clarify) they were all just innocent kids that were the best of friends. and they would go to this water park and ride the waterslides often as they could they had unlimited admission.. they were the best of friends they talked about everything it was 3 girls and 1 guy and I was as if a (camera person if you will) and these group of friends would just do what they loved go on water slides etc and had not a care in this world (then time started to gradually by slow then faster and faster as I watched those kids in the dream age until they were at about highschool age 16... then their lives began to change and so did priorities... they spent less and less time together and stuff as they got outta high school time at the waterpark with each other was less and less and things problems of this world began to give them worry and anxiety and stress..began to over shadow their lives they started to be pressed and crushed by what society told them they have to like and dislike...and how they had to be a certain way to be accepted, but no matter what they still decided to make an attempt at being friends still despite the other things in life that cried out for what made it seem to themselves as more important that maintaining communication with one another despite all that madness they still meet at that waterpark and still hung out riding those water slides like old times and they'd always picked up where they left off before life called out to them to leave that perfect moment in time :') i woke up feeling like wow if only... (feeling good) then i realized it was life... real life again.... (I broke down crying cuz I know due to a broken and corrupt world we live in its nearly impossible for some people to keep in touch) sometimes in life and the sad results of other things becoming more important than keeping in contact with friends results from lack of communication and sometimes scrambled priorities... also wearing yourself thin trying to please everyone (doing too much) the result is often broken relationships and drifting apart...
and (yes sometimes its not your fault i gotta realize that and try my best to move on) (I know that God never intended for relationships to be hurtful or painful in this way) but due to the fall of mankind it is what it is... and i've come to accept that due to that occuring im trying to learn to accept that some relationships (friendships mainly) the sad fact of it is I can try to keep communication open with everyone i knew but the reality is some just dont want to do the same or theres too much in their life to let you stay in it.. which hurts me at times its true... this world isnt perfect and that it will always be a hard truth and fact to live with but only time will tell when a new earth is created and Heaven and then and only then will everything be fully restored to mankind that God intended for those that have accepted him as their true Lord and savior... im looking forward to that restoration and til then ill strive to keep in contact with those ive always known.. even if they dont want me to be in or part of their "lives anymore" cuz this life is only temporary... and this corruption and brokenness and unrest & non peacefulness is going to pass as well... I know this life is very temporal and short so I try to live everyday like its a step into eternity... so to me its a matter of will you try to keep connecting where you left off last time.... sry i dont often post about my dreams I have but this one just stood out to me in a very simple way.. (but I felt it had A more significant meaning this time...) i will always be here for others like Jesus is here for me *always*
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